I facilitate a lot around the ego or known as shadow work. In my years of facilitating its the place to begin to heal aspects of our limiting patterning, beliefs, and trauma before getting too caught up in future paced scenarios with wanting to manifest abundance, prosperity, and meaningful life work.

Most clients that come to work with me want to scale their lives in some capacity without realizing the blocks that limit them are the very gateway to recalibrate how to manifest what they desire and have consistency in that manifestation pure heart-led exchange.

I have found over many years of developed facilitation in exploring the ego/ shadow aspects of self to be one of the most powerful tools in my own intimate healing journey and hence why it plays such a critical role in being of value in healing solutions to others.

You see, I am a firm believer we teach what we have learned and self mastered. That’s how we become sage advisors and sought out practitioners in our field by the very ability to walk our talk first hand.

If you choose to commit to this practice, you will have life-changing transformations not just in a singular aspect of your life, but across all aspects of your sub-conscious and conscious awareness.

Ego/ shadow work is for you if:
– you feel emotionally depleted on a regular basis and are unable to process healthfully your emotions

– you’re “stuck” or feeling stagnant in where you are to where you desire to be

– life doesn’t feel joyful, happy or inspirational

– you feel ready to let go of black and white thinking and invite gratitude into each moment of what is possible

– you find yourself in unfulfilling or toxic relationships that weigh you down instead of building you up

– you find connecting with other people difficult or like something is missing, emotionally voided

– your beliefs against what you value are rigid and you’d like to grow but not clear how or what steps to take

– you are ready to heal, not just an aspect but your lens on life so you are not kept a victim to your past so you can fully embrace the now.

Before I outline the invitation within the exploring a practice, I want to remind you that it is just that: a practice. This is not something that has a “bio-hack” or something that comes quickly. Its definitely not some initiation or activation. Ego/shadow work is a shift in consciousness. 

Your consciousness on a personal level, Consciousness is only shifted via repetition that stems form a curious willingness to unlearn what you perceive to be truth in finding your own truth.

Stay patient. Show up. Be consistent and be malleable in what you find, meaning that don’t judge what rises simply witness it and work through it. Stay in the heart, for its where love will ease what is to come in totality.

There will be a lot of resistance because your ego/shadow dreads one thing most: change.

The ego knows how to manipulate you into trickery, its sneaky like that.

Literally it can talk you in and out of anything instantaneously, thats what the mental mind, ego and shadow want to disrupt you. Keep you small and keep you from living your truest expression. Allow the resistance to come up without judgment. But see it for what it is, try not to make it into something its not.

Resistance is growth. Its where your transformation is and will forever be.

What is the ego / shadow anyway?

The ego is the “I.” It is how you see yourself. All of yourself, not just aspects. It is the part of your mind that identifies with traits, beliefs, and habits. Your ego/ shadow is an unconscious part of your mind.

Where does the ego stem from then?

As a child, you came into this world with an intuitive clear channeled nature. However, you instinctively understood the world even though you could not speak the language. Your level of consciousness was the pure source, conscious awareness.

As a child, you have no filter. You creatively and curiously can play, imagine, and create. You are not yet tied to an identity of who you are. You are born unconditioned. Your identity stems from externalities being projected at you and upon you.

Simply being in your pure natural state comes easily for you in purity.

During childhood, your ego is in ego-centric state. It’s best described with the saying ‘the world revolves around you.’ In this state, everything is happening to you because of you.

Childhood wounds are particularly impactful because of this ego period. It is not until the teenage years that you develop abstract thinking, the ability to observe outside of your own perspective.

Your ego develops to protect you from your reality. It creates an identity for you to cope with any confusion, disconnection, and loss of love that you experienced. It strengthens an identity to ensure to the best of your ability that we can still receive whatever love is available.

As you aged, you were taught (typically unconscious) values around things like intelligence, achievement, preferred emotional states, relationships, and other people. Your greatest need is to receive love so you learn to identify with these values even if they are not positive.

Many adults have not evolved past the ego-centric state. They still believe things are happening to them. If you believe you have no control in your life, or that outside events are controlling your life ego work will be particularly beneficial.

The ego is the constructed self

Your ego is a very rigid identity. It has to be. It’s created a set of beliefs, patterns, and ideas, that most people label “personality.” Your ego is very defensive about your identity. Anything outside of confirmed thoughts, beliefs, and behaviors will be rejected.

If you’d like confirmation on this, watch a debate. Debaters do not change each other’s minds. They go back and forth affirming their own beliefs. The ‘winner’ of the debate is simply the person who confirms your bias. Their ego defends a belief, and yours defends that person as the winner because they confirm a concept you have tied to your identity.

The problem with this is conflicting opinion is what allows us to grow.

Conflicting opinions or concepts often bring people to a place of anger because the ego feels the most out of control when it’s challenged.

It feels like an attack on self.

Technically it is, because the ego creates the illusion that our opinions and beliefs make you who we are.

This lead to a lot of insecurity and low self worth. In a fragile state, the ego works overtime to ‘defend us.’

The ego overcompensates in the fragile state with the following:
– strong emotional reactivity
– false confidence (overcompensation)
– black and white/rigid thinking
– rejection of any idea that conflicts with the ego beliefs
– extreme competition (a belief that another person’s success hinders their own)
– constant comparison to others
– judgement of others (mocking, insulting, threatening)
– analysis paralysis (obsessive thoughts that stop you from completing any action)

Why does Ego Work Matter?

Ego work is about returning to your true nature. So far, your lives have been functioning in patterns that you haven’t consciously chosen. They were chosen for you.

Ego work is a a new opportunity to choose.

You are not looking to “kill” the ego, or deny its existence. The ego is your protector and has been a part of your psyche since you were a small child to help you cope. You want to learn to accept your ego as something separate from yourself.

When I talk about this on Instagram, I always get the question “who are we?”.” You are conscious awareness, or attention. You are the awareness who has the ability to view other parts of yourself. This ability is uniquely human. You can think about your thoughts. You can reflect on your actions.

You are softening the ego in every capacity especially the power it welds over you,

Picture ego as a hyper-vigilant guard. This guard is constantly scanning the environment for someone or something attempting to do harm. Anything that conflicts with the ego’s perception of self becomes an ‘enemy.’ You have been over-identifying with traits for so long that your ego’s main function is to keep that identity alive.

By doing this work, you give your guard (ego) a break and allow for new experiences to come into your awareness. Rewiring the mural pathways in the brain away from contraction, into liberation and free will.

Without a guard you can decide how you feel, what you think, and how you choose to respond rather than having your ego decide that for you.

Confidence is the result of detaching from your ego state.

Aspect 1. Allow your Ego/ shadow to Introduce itself

Until this point in your life, you’re mostly unaware of your ego. When you’re unconscious (95% of the time) your ego is running the show. Gone unchecked for most of your adult lives, your ego only gets stronger.

Only through observing can you ego soften.

A softened ego brings a state of inner peace.

The ego does not like to be observed, so aspect 1 is highly uncomfortable. Getting through this discomfort takes work, so be patient. You can do this first thing when you wake up or before bed, it takes under 1 minute.

1. Find a quiet place with no distraction where you feel most comfortable
2. Close your eyes and take one deep breath
3. Repeat this affirmation: “I am safe and I choose a new way to experience myself as separate from my ego”.

Here we are priming the brain to relax into this work. It can be very uncomfortable to view yourself in this new way. You might feel sensations in your body or racing thoughts telling you not to practice the exercise. All of this is totally normal, fear-based resistance from the ego. Seeing your ego is the first step to taking away his power and decision making control.

Aspect 2: Have a Friendly Encounter

This step is about becoming aware of what you say after the word “I.” This is your ego speak. You’ve been repeating this for many years, so observing what you actually speak about yourself will be surprising.

The most friendly way to meet your ego is when it’s not triggered.

Set an intention to witness your ego with one conversation you have today.

Notice every thing you say after the word “I.”

Here are prompts: Note these once a day.
There is no right or wrong way to do these. You want to let your stream of consciousness flow without editing or analyzing.

1. How often do I speak about myself?
2. What was an adjective I used to describe myself?
3. Did anything in that conversation bring any uncomfortable emotional reaction? Describe it.

Congrats! You just witnessed your ego. Practice is key with this new skill. The repetition will prime new pathways in the brain and allow observation to come more easily with time.

Aspect 3: Name Your Ego

When we name our ego we take a powerful step in seeing the ego as separate from us. Choose any name that comes to you intuitively.

Now name your ego.

My ego’s name is Jessica. I watch Jessica come and go. Sometimes I don’t see Jessica for a few hours and then she comes around with reckless abandon. Certain things make Jessica extra touchy and that is ok.

By naming your ego, you’ve separated from it. Now you’ll see the ego coming and going. You’ll be surprised just how often it comes and how quickly it goes. This is an observation stage. Practice this stage for at least 2 weeks.

You may have major breakthroughs during this stage.

With time you’ll not only be aware of your ego, you’ll know what situations to expect your ego to be triggered. This expanded awareness allows you to see past the ego and to choose a response more aligned with your authentic self.

Aspect 4: Meet the Activated Ego

Do not begin this steps until you have done Step #2 for at least two weeks.

What is a activation? A activation is an emotional response not equal to the event.

For example: Your sister says “You look tired” at a family get together. You respond sarcastically: “Of course I look tired I’ve been working 60 hours a week and raising a child. Must be nice to have tons of free time. Don’t worry, next time I’ll be out of a Cosmopolitan magazine.”

What her sister said objectively: “You look tired.”

What the ego heard: “She’s always so rude and condescending to you. It’s because she’s been jealous of you your whole life. Now she think she’s little miss hot shot.”

The ego is a master story teller. It has thousand and thousand of emotional events and experiences logged that you can’t even consciously remember. This story serves to protect you, but it always keeps you tied to your past experiences.

Notice the next time you are triggered. You will know you are triggered when you have a faster heart beat, you feel like yelling/shutting down, or have a feeling you might ‘lose’ it.

Here are the prompts:
1. I felt the emotion of _________ when activated.
2. I felt the emotion of _________ when ______________________.
3. The event of _________ means ___________________ to me.

Here is an example:
I felt the emotion of anger when triggered.
I felt the emotion of anger when my husband left the dishes in the sink.
The event of leaving the dishes in the sink means that I am not worthy of consideration.

Ok, so now you understand that the objective reality was that dishes were left in the sink. This caused the emotion of anger because of an underlying belief that I am not worthy of consideration.

Here, the ego felt a core emotion (unworthiness.) This was painful, and since you’ve never learned to process emotion, the ego came to project it outwards. Your ego prefers to dump emotions on others, rather than feel a painful emotion within yourself.

Aspect 5: Appreciate and Accept the Ego

This step takes a lot of practice. This will not come intuitively to you, so you’ll have to repeat it many times before it feels natural.

Here are the prompts:
I appreciate that my ego came to protect me from (emotion felt during trigger)
It is ok for me to experience (new emotion you want to feel)
I no longer have to attach events in my life to meanings of (emotion felt during trigger)
I am (affirm new emotion)

This is how it will look:
I appreciate that my ego came to protect me from unworthiness.
It is OK for me to experience worthiness.
I no longer have to attach events in my life to meanings of unworthiness I am worthy

Aspect 6 (advanced/optional)

Choose to a YouTube video or Ted-talk of something that is the polar opposite of your viewpoint. Sit with the emotions it brings up. Take notes of what is rising and why it’s showing up in your physical vessel in this way. Allow yourself to listen to the words objectively. See if you can hear beyond your emotional response. Again observe, do not judge simply witness what is

This practice is very transformative. It can be replicated in observing many attributes about your emotional and mental connectivity to life, to relationships and to yourself.

Additional aspects to consider,

I know that its a lot to initially digest. I know that this might feel initially overwhelming. Or, like it ‘won’t work’ for you because your ego/shadow will try to sabotage you or you’re not capable, or you just simply don’t want to.

Your ego/shadow aspects of self have been challenged, so you might have some major resistance coming up. Allow yourself to just see the resistance for what it is, acknowledging it is a step forward. Changing the power it hs in your living arena is another game-changer.

This work is difficult. It is life-changing. It is life liberating and practices that you build a healthful foundation form that reflects your desires, not your fears.

Read that again, it reflects your hearts desires not drown you out in and amongst-your fears.

Commit to it because you deserve to be free. Self-leadership is self-mastery when you choose to change the trajectory of your life, you change the lens in which you show up in life…

Day in, day out. Thats worth standing up for and being a heart activist continuously with.

Like all things explore the above will feel initially foreign, but be curious to keep exploring it, for you are worthy of what the heart deaires well beyond what the ego tells you that is impossible to have.

Love leads in showing all the possibilities and capabilities when you allow them into your flow.



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